Hey guys and girls.
I dont want to spend too much time on my introduction, i mean who wants to read about what i like and shit like...
The purpose of this blog is to pretty much express myself, hopefully everyday, about what i encounter and hope this stuff applies to you guys, because i dunno about you people but life can be funny, dramatic and everything else...no matter how much of a nobody you are...and from the title you can probably guess...im a first class. Life can be like your fave show or movie if you look at it so i hope you enjoy as many posts as i can manage on this.
Just a little something about myself
Im 18
I start film school in September
My shelf stacking job sucks
My social life consists mostly of alcohol and conversations about the sex i am not getting
That out of the way I think it is also probably important that you know where my life sands right now in order to understand where i am coming from and my views.
I split up with a girlfriend recenly who was a good friend now hardly speak at all - lesson learned is never be friends with your girlfriend...it ruins what you already had
I have the unconrolable urge to snog the face off my best girly mate everytime we spend time together...names will not be mentioned
I am in the middle of writing a script to film myself
Work takes up most of my life and the rest of it is sleep and as stated earlier, alcohol
So today was my day off work, a celebration you think? Well if your idea of celebrating is sleeping throughout the day then yes my friends...i celebrated big time. I was awake at half 8 for my driving lesson, came home to wake my girly mate up, she left, i walked her then came home for a several hour sleep a thon. Hitting the bed at 4 in the morning and being awake by 12 all sounds well...but its fucked up my sleep pattern and my body clock making me come off as a total jerk off.
And last night all i did was feel selfish, my girly mates boyfriend was on the phone, now im cool with this i dont see her as like anymore than a friend. But shes that friend that sometimes you look at and just want some sweet action with, shes that great. But i stoped being selfish and accepted that i never get what i want that easily if ever and just enjoyed her company...and i liked it. Sometimes you just have to accept what you have and enjoy it instead of being selfish and thinking what it could be.
Todays song
The cribs - Mens needs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCNTYi9fHuo
Peace out, much love until next time.
Message me please im new to this
Andy P